Whisper The Words,

2009-08-13T20:43:00.001+08:00

If my blog is dead, so be it.

2009-06-30T21:38:00.003+08:00

Ohhh, kentot banyak banyak.
Turn over please, thank you.
" Its hidden"
Somewhere there.
Something like that.
Shitto.

Ehh, thank youu for the spongebob keychain & the tshirt & of course the yummy gum :))
Ehh, the spongebob got the perfume smell, so nice smell.
I appreciate it dear dear dear, i like it. Very much!
Hohoh.

Clark Quay ohhh Clark Quayy.
The recent hangout place.
Stuck there.
Hohoh.
Ehh, my friend can mimic Mr Bean's voice.
Sumpah kelakar.
& right shes a girl.
Cool shit:)
& dance dance dance!
like teng teng ~

Ohh damn, exams is like 5 days away.
I have yet to open my book & get serious!
No more play play, i have to after tmr :)
8 months is like a few hours away.
Hahaha :)

Oh yahh, i was panicked/shocked.
I lost my phone?!
And then what you know?
I left my phone at my friend house.
Nasibb ohh nasibb.
Then kann, i almost lost my the other phone.
Thanks to this aunty who called me and said that i left something behind!
Thank god! Shes so kind hearted, may god bless her :)
I guess today is just my lucky day:)
Hahaha.

I want to lodge a complaint.
I want a concession for the adult ezlink.
Its fucking unfair lah.
Half of my money gone to the transportation.
Please do something about it can!
Urgghhhh.

Heyy youu, please keep the promises that you had made.
I lied to myself just to give you another chance.
I hope you dont let me down again, never again.
I love you more than myself.
The reason i was there because i love you too much.
Takecare my love.

Kentot.
Its been quite sometime ive not been uploading pictures.
Wait wait wait.
Soon soon soon.
Later kayy:)

Cheebyechenn!
Aku penat.

2009-06-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

Update. Updated.

As i was browsing through my pictures from my phone, all memories came alive. Admiring those pictures makes me smile and thought about the moments spent. Oh yes, secondary school life was the most bitter sweet memories that teaches experiences.

Mdm Sumrah : " Today all of you will stay back for maths extra lesson! "
Miss Jumiah : " Those of you who did not complete my homework, will sit outside tomorrow! "
Mr Ow : " I will make the girls run with flowers pots! "
Ms Rokiah : " You dont know is it? Then i also dont know, then no need do. "
Mr Pay : Forever with his story telling.

Hahah. These were the favourite sentences by the teachers. Not forgetting Mr Leong and the chemistry teacher. Oh yeah, i forget who the name. Sorry. But i still remember how you look like alright :)

"Ehh! Cepat lahh! Nari ader western food lah! " , said Musfirah. And all of us will rush to the canteen.
"Nari pon ader mee soto lah seh! ", which was loved by most of us. Never forget the chilli and bagedel. Damn delicious! Till now, thats the best mee soto i ever had. Really! :)
Oheya Oheya Oheya~ Which flavour you want? Its been a long time since i ate it. I like the red packet! Hohoh.

I still remember aisyah telling me this, " Ehh, aku masih ingat lagi sehs kau introduce aku air blueberry beh kau cakap sedap sedap " when shes drinking her blueberry. Aisyah ohh aisyahh~ The kind hearted girl :) Her novel book still with me! Had yet to return to her & i had not even read it. Hahaha.

PC! I will teach youu to make the paper hearts okeh next time :) Hahaha.

" Hariz! Can you please stop leaning on her! " HAHAHAHA. Fucking funny sia. And yongsheng, stop playing with the ruler lahhs! Lydia, stop tickling me and keep your hands to yourself! Dangerous girl sia she. Hahah.

After our N levels, during our working days. Naqeah & Aisyah. Recommended by Aisyah's mum. Hahah.
The first day of work we lost our way & i did not bring my IC. For that, i had to go home. So damn irritating!
The surrounding of the place already was like so pathetic. Only one fcuking bus and last bus was 8pm. Ridiculous, serious shit man!
" Boleh aku cubit pipimu dan anuh hidungmu begini", said Jason to Aisyah. Hahaha!

WuLonggg! I miss getting free chocolates candies from him! It just melts in the mouth. Singapore dont have sell tau! Damn fcuking nice lah. Reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ And he looks like Jonathan. 99%. To me.
" Naqeah! Transport dah terlepas!" Thats real experience. We walked in the middle of the night along the lane of expressway. Serious shit. Late night= just us, vehicles and the TREES.

" Ehh korang nk cabot sch, pi polyclinic, timing dekat2 sia " , said Azuan to me. That time was me Fenn had no choice but to skip school as we were really late. Climb climb climb! Stupid red ants! Irritating shit. Hahah.

" Ehh aku penat ahh narie, bilang cikdin postpone tuition leh? " , Naqeahs favourite quote mostly during tution days. Hahah. Chocolate mint!!!! An addiction during tuition class. Hohoh.

" Korang good luck ehh for your O levels", we said to each other.

And now, we were recalling what they said. However, there were more to be said. But if i were to type it all out, till tomorrow it wont end. Moments of life spent.

In the next years may come.................................................

" Please invite me for your wedding okay? "

Congratulations babe! :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!

Taking care people!
I miss you and those times.
I mean everybody in class 4A1 & 5A1 :)
Best wishes from me to you~

Ps, a long entry indeed & i met with fenn yesterday:)
Pictures uploaded sooner or later alright.

2009-06-04T14:40:00.002+08:00

Ohh fuck.
Let me tell you something.
Lifes been totally fcuked up nowdays.

I hope it wont turns my mood off in going to lecturers.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.

I must pull myself to be a stonger girl.
Yes, i must.
Eventhough i cant, i MUST try.

Seriously fcuking shit.
It disrupts my emotions.

SihtAssHloeMhotaFekucr.

2009-05-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

Today: Im tired /exhausted.

Situation at home had changed.
And so, evrything will be affected.
Its getting more climatic.
But had yet to happen.
Its gonna start soon.

Ps; Its not gonna be a fun one for me to be happy about.
Not an entertainment to me.

2009-05-25T13:17:00.002+08:00

Everybody changes so does the surroundings.
Evrything happens when everyone leads their life on their own;
where they walk into the new pathway of life,
where they meet new people,
where a new life begins in them.

Wishing you people happiness and succceed in life.

So longg, till we meet again people.

And i see a change in you till then ~

Those empty talks just to make us feel better.
False hopes indeed.
So much for the _________________________.
But still, you are missed.

Takecare.

2009-05-20T13:08:00.004+08:00

Trashes. Whatever with the so long never update. Hahah.
Have the mood, update it. Dont have the mood, fuck it. Yeah :)

Yesterday was sucha fcuked up day.
It was really a fcuked up one.
And i really hate it.
It became the hate-st day part of my life so far.
Yeiissh, i totally fcukin hate it.
Stop barking, i know.
But jus cant help it.
Oh well, it had already happened.
It became the part of my past.
"gfdrgkergkerhigvkhrgt"

However letting you know,
i never regret having you.
Its still beating in the heart for you.

Ps; I apologise.

.An acid that is addictedd to you.

2009-05-10T16:03:00.001+08:00

♥

Happy Mothers Day !

♥

2009-05-08T22:05:00.003+08:00

Had a splendid day with dearie:)

Like so long like that never see him.

hahah. heheh. hohoh.

So an enjoyable day was spent with no arguements

occured lahh sehh :)

Something CREEPY happened that day;

which was thursday night.

I cant get to sleep on that day and

its already 2 in the morning.

Was perspiring badly when i was awake.

YES I SAW IT.

While everyone was soundly asleep~

And for that moment also,

i suddenly forgotten to recite my prayers.

I dont which to elaborate; no more.

2009-05-04T15:54:00.003+08:00

Im feeling undescrible now. I dont even know if theres such word like undescrible. Sigh~

I just had a quarrel again with my mum & seriously im sick of it. Its like a daily routine which i dont wish to carry out. I just could not control my emotions so yeah i shouted not minding my language. Who can control their emotions when they are hurt by the words by their loved ones? So can you just kept quiet and enjoy the hurtful words? No, i cant. Im too hurt to keep quiet. And so, i voice out. Its my fault for shouting at you but i actually didnt mean it. I apolgise. Im too ashame to aplogise to you by looking at the face of yours. Sigh~

Am i totally at fault? But i guess im partially. If you wont say those words, i wont be shouting like one motha fcuker. Sigh, once again. You said i did not put my effort in finding a job. What ive been doing for the past 3motnhs then. Had i not been working. Damnn. That really boils me up as i know i really put my whole effort in finding a job after my o levels with the fcukin hot weather and some false hopes from some of the places that i had been interviewed. However, i did not gave up and i try continue to find till i get one. The reason i left the job with the thoughts to further up my studies. You should be happy that im leaving for good. Sigh~

If i have the money, i wont be asking even a cent from you. As such, i understand the situation that you are facing. Sigh~ So do you want me to continue studies or just live with the things which i had.

I guess its not enough to just live with it due to economic crisis. Ohh my, im just helpless.

How i wish that god will strike me rich one day. Once again, i apologise though for raising my voice at you.

Oh yer,saye sedar saye anak yang kurang ajar. Maaf dipinta. Akan saye harungi semua ini dengan kesabaran. Tuhan, tolonglah berikanku kekuatan dan ketabahan untuk menempuhi segala

cubaan di dunia ini. Amin.

2009-05-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

Ridiculous or childish or nonsense of 3 people sitting in 2 seats?

Hohoh. Let me tell you something. Im not bothered about what other people might be thinking as long as

we the 3 of us were laughing like those mental problem little kids.

Hahah. I dont give a fcuk of what they gonna think. Im enjoying myself with those

other 2 little kids. Hohoh. They are enjoying arent they? You know whats that call?

Its happiness :)) Well, thats happiness to me mind you. Hahah.

So what if its childish? Dont tell me you had not done any childish act your whole life before

or did you even notice about it? Theres still a kid in you anyway. Hah.

Actually its not childish lah kay, you will find a place to sit when you are feeling damn tired right?

So we are being sharing you know. Sharing seats so that none of us will feel tired seh.

Hahah. Sharing is caring you know :)) Hohoh.

However, those people surround us dont know what is sharing i guess?

Hohoh. They think its just a stupid act in the mrt. Hah.

Kentot. Ohh, it means fart.

Ohh yahh. Anyway, laughing helps to release stress wat.

And its part of an exercise oso.

So, its no harm lor. Hahah.

Though my stomach hurts at a point of time till it brought me to tears!

Tears of joy; thats what i called :)

Friendship of happiness.

2009-04-28T15:54:00.001+08:00

iHateStupidAuthority

& my phone is partly spoilt.

damnit.

2009-04-25T21:01:00.006+08:00

Enjoy the pictures first :)

This was how my day was spent with my darlings on the 24 April 2009.

2009-04-25T13:33:00.002+08:00

THE SEVEN DANGEROUS ACTS

DON'T ACT THE 7 ACTIONS BELOW AFTER YOU HAVE A MEAL

1. Don't smoke- Experiment from experts proves that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarettes (chances of cancer is higher).

2. Don't eat fruits immediately - Immediately eating fruits after meals will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1hr before meal.

3. Don't drink tea - Because tea leaves contain a high content of acid. This substance will cause the Protein content in the food we consume to be hardened thus difficult to digest.

4. Don't loosen your belt - Loosening the belt after a meal will easily cause the intestine to be twisted &
blocked.

5. Don't bathe - Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of
blood around the stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.

6. Don't walk about - People always say that after a meal walk a hundred steps and you will live till 99. In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system to be unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.

7. Don't sleep immediately - The food we intake will not be able to digest properly. Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine

PS; Now then i know.
Extracted from an email which i received.

All Females Should Know!

2009-04-25T12:33:00.003+08:00

REMINDER!

BEWARE!

DO YOU KNOW?

Coke + Ajinomoto can be used to RAPE ladies.

I received a news about the recent tactic used to spike girls' drink.
It is a cheap and widely used method. This method was used in Canny Ong murder.

Rapist uses this method.

Coca-cola+ajinomoto /monosodium glutamate = a medicine which will cause drowsiness and excitement in the victim. This mixture is poisonous if used too often on the victim.
Please tell all your female friends, sisters, & your loved ones and ask them to beware.
DO NOT accept coca-cola or any other drinks from stranger /
even if it is your friend that you are not very close with.

Regards,
Hishamuddin Alias ( ASP )
Jabatan Siasatan Jenayah Berat IPK Kuala Lumpur

Ps; an email which i had received.

2009-04-24T11:50:00.003+08:00

BACEN cen cen ~ Hohoh.

Yayy, today im gonna spent time with my lovelies :)
Ouhh mann, so sorryy for those who cant make it ehh?
Hope you can make it if we have the second round outing aye?
Hahahah.

I cant wait to take pictures with them.
Its been a long time since we camwhore lah sehhs.
Really okeh :(
The last time when we really damn camwhore was at fareast
which was like a few years back? Lame kann. heheh.

So, mit you all up later darlingggggggs ~

Hohoh :)

2009-04-09T20:48:00.004+08:00

Troots troots.
Ive been waking up early these days and sleep late at night.
I hope these dark circles wont get any darker. Heh.
Actually thats alot of things that ive not blogged about in here.
Hahah. Well, not everything must be spit out here isnt it?
Nahh, i guess its not important to tell about it since im not
blogging it. Hohoh. Met up with imah recently to settle the things
which had not been settled. It seems that the situation is dragging.
Im gonna do it fast and dont wish to procasinate in it. Hahh.

And yeah, Tampines 1 is open.
It seems that tampines gonna be the next town area aye? Coolio~
But NOT with the mats and the minahs around lahh ehh.
Oops, no offence ehh?

Plus, i miss schooling.
I wanna be a student.
But i want money also. heheh.

2009-04-05T15:03:00.004+08:00

kentots.

Yesterday went out with all my sisters together wif zat.
My two younger sisters were very stubborn headed, little rascals.
First headed to peninsular for fiqah to change her pants.
Den we walked to Plaza Singapura to meet mum dere.
Thanks zat for leading us the way :)
Basyirah & Insyirah was damn naughty that they dunnoe how
to behave themselves when in the public!
With the humid weather & their character makes me boiling.
Hohoh, mum ask zat come along to eat together at Pastamania.
However zat insisted not to come. So yeah, after sending us off to
Plaza Singapura, off he go.
(like sad like that cos awhile oni& i feel bad okeh! )

So went to eat at Pastamania.
Altogether is $67.20 okeh, damn expensive?
And all of us prefer pizza hut which taste much better : )

kentots.
Then after that walk around.
Headed to OP.
Den slack at coffee shop have a drink.
Then then then then..

Then i lazy to type alreadyy.
Hohoh!

2009-04-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

Well, what i can say is life fuck big time.

Everything seems to be shit around me.

Im tryna find some way now.

I hope i will find my way somehow.

Everything in the world just need to have the fucking money.

(Ehh, you wont bring the money to your fcukin graveyard okeh)

Damn it.

What i did for the day.

Headed to sk to ease my mind off.

Walk around cp.

Observing those people around me and

see those smiles on their face

makes me wonder how i wish i could be as happy as them.

Then met up with zat.

Eat & chill.

Tryna clear my mind but it looks like i cant

with the messages from my mum.

Bearing with it .

Zat sent me off to tamp.

And im still thinking what shall i do.

Sigh~

Thats all about it.

Goodnight.

2009-04-01T13:54:00.003+08:00

Results were out.

Theres no hope indeed.

Thats just false hopes.

Dreams were shattered.

Feeling fcuked up.

Ive waited for long,

and this shit was what i received.

If its not for this long,

i know i will sort things out.

But now,

time is running out!

Fcukingg shit.

Now tell me how can i fcukin settle

everything within a day?

2009-03-25T12:05:00.003+08:00

Its been a few days since i last blogged. Hahah~
Well, i dont know what to blog for today.
Hohoh!

Ohh yahh, my computer was under repair.
The next thing i found out is that everything which
was being stored was gone! Easy said, sort of reboot?
Yeahh. Kinda down as all my pictures were all gone!
Yes, the visit to botanic garden in sec sch, all the outings, etc.
Ohh my! I dun even have any copy of it in my phone either.
Shit mann, those pictures are being missed.
And now, i cant even browse it anymore.
Sigh~

Btw, the day that im shivering for its just two days away!
Good or bad news?
Im really hoping for the best; please~

2009-03-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

Wooohooo~

Finally i can say goodbye to chicken pox!

Thanks alot for leaving me;

i really appreciate it :)

The feeling was awesome to step my feet

out of the house again after nearly 2weeks being caged

like a bird! Really.

Cant wait to meet up with my dear friends

tmr to get our cert in schh:)

Btw, tmr is wednesday!

Omg! Mee Soto & Western lah sehh!!

Delicious~

Hohohoh.

2009-03-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

Everday seems like a daily routine.

Im feeling much better and i cant wait to get my butt out of the house.

Anyway, thanks for the visit dear :)

2009-03-12T18:45:00.003+08:00

Things seems to be just not right.

I dont seem to be alright.

I dont even know what bothers me.

I dunnoe if its just illusions, imaginations or perhaps

it could be actually be the fact.

To trust or ignore the instincts.

Indeed, it is true isnt it;

theres always been a change in

relationship and friendship?

I guess i dont wish to elaborate.

What i know is, theres a change.

I will just go on with the flow

and watch the show..

fcuk~

2009-03-12T15:59:00.001+08:00

Its been a week!

2009-03-11T21:17:00.004+08:00

Yeahh yohh yeah;

I was kinda boredd so i just edit these pictures

and post it into these blog.

Huhuh. Its boredom okehhs!

Heyy, you know what?

I really miss all of them and

wishh to be seated in the classroom with

just the 18 of us :)

I have no idea why i am

doing this kind of face.

Huhuh.

MONSTERRR!

Taking pictures at the

void deck while

thinking of a solution where to go.

Indeed, Singapore is boring!

Heyy ho! Its been a long time since

i met him due to these

chicken pox lahh sehhs!

sighhh.

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Anyone qruenching
their thirst with
Ice Lemon Tea?
Ps; All time favourite?

Huhuh. This is a candid pic:)

Ohh mann, I miss my work lahh sehhs!

Really really really!

This two angmohs beside me

are the pilots.

I actually went in to the place where they

fly the plane :)

There are so many many all

kinds of different controllers!

Yanie, what happen?

Actually i also dunnoe. Hahs.

Aww, sweet right us:)

Whens the next FREE snowcity trip

aye? :) Hahs.

Okehh people. Thats all about it!

I wannt to continue my tv show!

2009-03-11T19:45:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is gonna be a week that i had been staying home. Wow, thats a mircale. A week at home. I miss the scenery out there. Shito! Practically, im doing fine here, just hoping to get well as soon as i cann; With god will. I have lots of things need to be settle anyway. My is mind is not at ease. These school things have yet to be done and time is really running out. I need to make a decision fast but it seems to puzzle me to make the right choice. Ohh mann!

Ps; my second sis jus got her chicken pox.
cool or wat everybody kena =_='

2009-03-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

Im feeling much better:)

However, condition only a lil' better. Sigh.

I cant wait to step my feet out of the house!

Ohh mann, hurry huryy hurry!

I felt its been ages i stayed home.

Sickness ouh sickness, please dont come again.

I dont thank you for being with me, but I thank you for leaving me:)

'Its been raining lately...

2009-03-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAQEAH! :))

Wishing you all the very best for the future and may you succeed in life to greater heights.

Hope you enjoy your day! Im sorry as i cant do anything much at this situation.

Take care always and keep the smile glowing:)

And i miss you!

2009-03-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

I have not been having proper sleeps since the day i had chickenpox. Sighh.. Yesterday was the worst day among all. I hope yesterday would be the last day that i will be facing the most itchness on my body. The itchness was damn hurting okehh. I swear. Another thing is that i cant even scratched and have to bear with it. At times i really cant take it. Sigh.

I cant sleep the whole day yesterday night. Im serious. I really dont know what to do. Im helpless at that point of time. I really cant take it and i went to have a bathe as early as 5am in the morning and finally had some sleep at 6am. Im so thankful that finally i can sleep. Anyway, thanks to my uncle who came in de middle of the night jus to pass me some leaves taht he bought for my chicken pox. Its an indian type of leave. I forget the name. They said that it will help to ease the itchness. Well, i guess it works somehow.

Today, my relative visited me since they knew that i had chicken pox. Bought me those leaves again and some coconut. Thanks alot to take the time just to travel all the way here. I really hope i will get more better...

Please ouh please~

2009-03-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

Sighh.. Im n0t getting any better infact it worsenn. I hope it wont come out anymore. Im referring to the chickenpox. My back was almost full with it and my face with all the red dots. At times, i feel scared if its gonna leave any stain or something like that. I really hope it will not.

Yesterday was like a fcukin shit day. I cant get to sleep and every hour i'll wake up. My body was already aching, added with this chicken pox jus makes me feel frustrating. It was super hot plus cold in me. I cant adjust myself with the sleeping posture and whether to use the blanket to sleep or not. It will get cold in a minute and another minute i will feel damn fcuking hot. Sighh.

I had a bad dream too. Its really a bad day for me mann! I hope that all this will stop. Really. Please pray for me that i will get well soon. It looks like i have to stay home for a long time.

Psst; i miss him..

2009-03-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

There comes time in life

when you have to let go

of all the pointless drama

& the people who create it

&surround yourself with

people who make you laugh

so hard that you forget

the bad and focus solely

on the good. After all,

life is too short to be

anything but happy.

SICKNESS.

2009-03-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

Well, ive n0t been feeling well this past few dayys. My head is spinning and my whole body is aching. I hope to get well soon as de feeling of the aching just pissed me off. It will just drag me to the bed and i will spent hours there. Its just a waste of time and theres nothing i can do. Frustrating. It kills my mood and appetite too.

The next thing i figure out is giving me a shock. Chickenpox? Oh mann! Thanks to my younger sister. I think the disease had been passed to me. I swear i hate it. Anyway, this would be the first time im having it.

Shit man, i cant go out. Sighh~